Sunday, June 10, 2012

now what

welp. I finally feel like i'm back to my old/new/better/improved self.
I've got some distance from a lot of stress and that was necessary, no matter how long it took me to be okay.
Now I'm good.
I've got an awesome summer job-- Only work MTWTh and Fridays I have off.
I'm playing lots of sand vball with my friends which helps regulate my brain.
And I'm getting closer to certain people, new friends and old ones.
I needed those sucky few weeks in Norman to learn to be me again.  I've had it, and now I just need to stay the course and continue to remember the "me" I've always been proud of.

Florida was incredible. I miss being in a house with 14 people. That's a lot of company. But, nevertheless... that has been one of my favorite vacations.

Now what, you say?
All I want to do is spend as much time with the people whose company I enjoy. There are very few people I can stand for long periods of time. But there are a few. They know who they are, and they know that they will always get me in a way that most people don't.

I friggin love my friends and I am so lucky to have these people.